And the day has finally come. Much to be said, but I am lost for words. My lack of emotion surprises me and the sound of people disturbs me. The desire to be sucked into vacuum overpowered my will to look forward. The reflection mirror whirled in front of my eyes, showing me the path each of us have chosen, or was chosen for. I mused at the outcome of each decision. A smile lifts unknowingly on my lips and yet a massive blow attacked me at the same time to shake the ground of my very existence. I tried to stand firm on my feet but my feeble resistance could not sustain the charge. Yet I know there will be spring flowers blossoming in the very cold winter.

May God Bless.

(Thank you my dear ting for all the encouraging messages. Knowing that you have been thinking and worrying about me every moment is something I dare not ask for more. To have you in my life is a blessing. I have no words to express the emotion that surged through me when you message me. I just want to say Thank You.)